`the girl behind the veil.. *lost.loved.lonely.lifeless.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

not many of you know tt Channel 5 has been telecasting Tyra's Show every weekday @ 6pm. i've actualli watched a few episodes of it n checked out their website. n it realli interests me because she gets diff people from diff background to actualli appear in her show. givin emotional support n resolving problems tt cant be solved. n besides that one thing tt captures my heart is when she actualli has her OWN runway in her show? gettin her fave top models walkin down in stunning funky new fashion designs on the red carpet. cool n exciting. n i'll nv forget the episode where she invited beyonce to her show to perform.. Deja Vu.. she sang it like she's sang it a million times. n wooh.. is she talented.. she's aso diff from the person on-stage n off-stage. so meek, soft n family-orientated. tt's some quick peek of wad goes on in Tyra's Show..

anw. catch more updates n events on her show @

www.tyrashow.warnerbros.com

n not to forget.. get a peek @ her own site @

www.tyrabanks.com (:

TYRA-BANKS

* at-the- feet-of-the -cross .
divine_Spirits .:. 6:39 PM

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Monday, November 27, 2006

I LOVE YOU!!!

YOU LOVE ME???

MADNESS HAS Gotten INTO MY BRAIN CELLS..

i truely dunno wad's LOVE n HATRED..

my HEART hardens rapidly.

my stomach hungers for glorious food!

muahhaa.. anw.. my aunt is still nt back from ipoh yet.. havent heard from them.. hopefully shld be returning tmr! (: miss them soo much.. anw... had dinner jus nw! haha was gd! i did the cookin n ate dinner with my cousin joel. richard went for trng so comin back super late.. gosh u shld check out wad i cooked! haha im so honoured to show off my cookin dishes!!

TAKE A LOOK...

1st up...

Name of Dish: Oyster_FU_cheese

ingredients:

"shui dou fu" with CHEESE cocktail sausages n vege..

2nd dish...

Name Of Dish: Moon Egg

ingredients: eggs, minced meat

(i named it moon egg cause it's as ROUND as a FULL MOON n it's made of EGG!)

DINNER!! is SERVED..

tada!~ bottoms UP!

Hooray to

Chef. Joannie Liao

for completing these dishes in 20 Mins (:

tt's for todae.. (:

* at-the- feet-of-the -cross .
divine_Spirits .:. 8:17 PM

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hmm.. i wonder if i can face wad's happening now.
it's so hard to accept wad has happened.
why did this has to happen betw. us?
im so hurt n sad. oh. God. pls heal both of us.
times HEALS but in u with ur Love, it'll heal faster n completely. *sobx*
why does this kind of thing happens to me n in my family?
cursed or blessed?

[hear my prayer Lord.]

oh God.
pls..
hear my cries n desires.
pls jus lead me in ur ways.
you are my shield n u'll protect me
you are my strength when i feel weak.
you made me walk on waters thru the stormy sea.
you open my heart to receive healin.
your blood has washed away my sins n healed me of my pain.
i once again seek comfort in u God.
right in ur embrace i cry n i worship u Lord.
you are my shepherd n my Father.
without u i'd nv know wad to do with wad's happening.
pls oh Lord...
hear my deep sorrows.
n take them away. make me cry no more.
my tears u carried in ur hands.
ur touch will comfort me.
ur words will enlighten my heart.
bring me back into ur presence Lord.
i need you daddy. im so tired n sick.
feed me with ur love n warmth.
i speak no more how sad i feel.
cos u know my deep tots.
every thing tt happens is u who wants to
mould me into the vessel u wan me to be.
without gg thru this i know i cant withstand
greater challenges tt comes in my way.
u're just n will bring me thru tis hard tym.
i love you daddy.
jus bring me back into ur arms.
i dunwan to cry anymore. my tears are dryin up.
my eyes swallon. onli u can make me pretty again.

ur dearest daughter.. jo-

* at-the- feet-of-the -cross .
divine_Spirits .:. 5:01 PM

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* at-the- feet-of-the -cross .
divine_Spirits .:. 4:32 PM

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a trip to :

Vivo City..

25th Nov 2006
here are jus some pics taken tt day..

dorcas & me (:

tt's Cher Ying.

taken outside Vivo 3rd level super dark tt day.

us again! =)

we.... are jus photo freaks!

tt's take 2 again. ^_^v

roy & dorcas.

pinch his ears dorcas!!!

BANG! n roy's dead =D

Grace kanah PUNCHED by Dorcas..
*ouch!*

grace n cher ying

*taken on the escalator*

them again (:

dorcas, Pamela, CANDY, Lydia(standing)

Roy(center front)

taken outside CANDY EMPIRE!!

the girls*

she still misses punchin her..

if i didnt rmb wrongly. he wanted to dig his NOSE.. -_-

haha! my face was spared!

but not this time! =x

dont we look like GLAM STARS takin photos.

*thx to lydia's cam. haha we look like stars

being photographed @ eveyr angle*

roy/me/dorcas

SEE no evil, HEAR no evil, SPEAK no evil

*directed by: joannie liao

photographed by: lydia wong
cast: roy(see), me(hear), dorcas(speak)*

tis was a CANDID shot n i look like -_-"

ARGH!! roy was tryin to bite off pam's shoes..

[The End]

* at-the- feet-of-the -cross .
divine_Spirits .:. 4:30 PM

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scooters - shooters
kisses - braces
huggers - buggers
loners - goners

yawn! skipped sch todae. not well. sad. hurt. cried.
yet YTD's Han River was FAB! ate with cousins.
the 2 kuku's keep makin me laugh..
tease me ar.. very fun hor.

anw... everything went quite well.. spent about $70+.. but worth it..

had fun eating together with my cousin..

hopefully can get to eat like this again (:

* at-the- feet-of-the -cross .
divine_Spirits .:. 1:39 PM

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Sunday, November 26, 2006

hey... i wouldnt be bloggin any sooner. MANY THINGS happened n it's hard for me to accept it n face it... alone. hmm.. i know i'd either be moody these days.. or i might behave as if nth happened at all.. but den pls understand me. the situation im in is terrible. jus pls dun ask why. unless u want to see me CRY*... my tear tap has gone faulty. so pls dun be the "KPO" plumber thinkin u know how to fix it.. when u dun even have a license to do soo. n pls refrain from askin me sensitive, senseless questions. it'll onli pissed me off. my phone is open to all to sms.. no CALLS because i dun ans them. n whether i choose to reply u... it's my CHOICE. pls dun be hurt because i nv reply.. i'd be more hurt.

tt's all..

*dead-

* at-the- feet-of-the -cross .
divine_Spirits .:. 10:30 PM

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Friday, November 24, 2006

woo..~ i have been tonning n havin sleepless nights..... not tt because i've gone wild when my guardians arent ard(n yes they're nt ard cos they went back to Ipoh m'sia to visit my grandaunt who has been ill n sick.. abt to die i guess.. hmm.. jus pray she'd accept Christ b4 she goes byebye!)... n back here.. its jus tt my brain has been workin like it has gone haywire!! couldnt slp ytd cos was blogging n all.. i've changed my blog skin n added a song in it cum a slideshow of my fave photos. (: hopefully u guys would enjoy. tho' i took some old pics from my previous collections. anw, will update even more soon.. alrite! talkin abt bein tired, i jus slept at 5.30am tis morning aft watching finish the tyraBANKS reality show. Beyonce was thr.. n she did tis HOT dance cum a SEXY song found in her new SOLO Album B'Day.... frankly havent realli get to hear her songs tho' arent a great fan yet but aft watchin tyra's show, i seemed to kinda fall in love with tt particular song... makes me wanna shake my booty haha! but definitely not now!.. >.

Beyonce B'Day..

[jus click e pic above to view her previews]

Argh!! n now talkin abt bein TIRED... my body seem to be gg into some kind of a hormones raging or something.. hah! woke up @ 11+ todae aft i realized the SUN was burning my arse off.. hee.. had breakfast, did my DAILY chores n than tel Mel.. wippe! gg out with her ltr... headin down to town.. SHOP SHOP! n jus SLACK... exams are like gettin on my NERVES.. oucH* n definitely im pissed that i drew one of the dwgs wrongly aft i handed up the draftsheet, i realised.. Sh*t! i jus drew it like this BIG when it's suppose to be this SMALL -_-".. jus a care-less mistake. anw.. RC component is like WOW.... i've no idea wad u talkin abt.. sooo *chimmmy* haha! exams are gonna be over soon! yay! SLACK SLACK preiodically.. gee..

n guess wad the LADY.. jus stepped into my house. she comin over to charge her digicam. aiyo tt lady forever everything low batt low batt... haha... n she buggin me to shut down the com now...

so sry! gtg... anw, will blog soon! =)

SHOPPIN!!!

* at-the- feet-of-the -cross .
divine_Spirits .:. 1:55 PM

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

GOSH! havent been blogging for quite awhile.. been super busy!! EXAMS coming n im like slackin pretty alot! gee.. finish almost like 5 papers le.. still got 3 more to go.. hmm.. been very sick n tired.. haiz.. Lord, u heal my soul.. o_O anw, been like very moody these few weeks.. mayb because of very stress.. though i dun look like haha.. tt's jus me.. =p

* at-the- feet-of-the -cross .
divine_Spirits .:. 10:22 PM

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Monday, November 13, 2006

Alright. todae. wasnt suppose to happen. but anw, i ended up sharin with amanda how i felt abt him. but she encouraged me to jus keep it this way. i agreed too.. so i decided to jus keep it to myself n not be bothered abt it yeah. =p thx amanda for being so understanding.. i realli appreciate tt u're so willing to listen to me.. being my confidant. u're realli wonderful. but i pray tt i can realli control my emotions n not let it affect myself n others. esp. him..... thanks so much.

following. heard shu mei kanah hospitalized... hope she's fine... (: gee.... n im gladly lookin forward tt she'd be back in a few days tym.. ^_^v take gd care shumei... u're very important to us.. (:

[pls highlight starting from here...] next. heard tt amanda wd be gg 2 AUSTRALIA for hols!! hehe.. wow.. gd tt u told me in advance.. but i've yet to find out abt her flight tym n terminal.. she'd be away from 24th Nov till 29th.. tt's like so long.. hehe... n yes! AUSTRALIA chocolates ARE very NICE!!! =p AMANDA.. u're gonna enjoy urself alot seah! =p HoorAy!... pls Miss me! hehe.. dun forget me wor... =p gee.. anw, i'm gonna miss ya.. look forward to an sms everyday from me.. but pls onli open it when u're back in sgp.. cos.. overseas chargers are sooo Expensive.. =x haha.. n pls... im so upset u wun be able to serve with me on tt sat during svc.. argh.. how could u... P.S. me.. haiz... anyways.. its gd to go for a NICE hols aft ur O's.. so stressed n busy... a well deserved hols is a YES YES for u! ^_^v Hope u enjoy yourself yeah... see ya soon the next following week! tt's aft the 29th =p TC! God BLess... [till here to read this para.. thx (:]

then. NOTICE:
this coming...

Friday, 17th Nov 2006

(Night)

Church Of Singapore (Harvest)

Combine Cell-Group Prayer Service

Kreta Ayer Community Centre

6.45pm

(musicians, sound-man)

*time to be updated again*

8pm

(church members)

*pls be punctual*

[sis deborah. would inform us of the tym if we've to reach earlier. thx!]

tt's all for todae (:

* at-the- feet-of-the -cross .
divine_Spirits .:. 4:20 PM

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Sunday, November 12, 2006

12 Nov 2006

Muar Mission Trip

*photo collections*

[i onli managed to upload the photos when we're returning from Muar

so pls be patience i'd update the rest other tyms]

*SUPPER!* they ate curry noodles..

i MISS it cos i wasnt feelin well..

didnt eat.. haiz..

xueling jiejie & candy..

(disturbing each other)

[candid shot]

noah(eatin wan tan noodle) & candy(eating curry noodle)...

they super la.. can eat quite alot..

but too bad i didnt have appetite! if not...

i'd have clear the stall's WAN TAN MEE..

my FAVE argh!! but i MISS it again =x

Euger & Xueling jiejie...

ALMOST FINISHED...

Noah. Candy. Me.

inside the car on the way home from Muar..

still *HIGH* to take photos in the bumpy ride.. hehe.. (=

Us again... Look at HIM!

open mouth until so BIG!! gee.. ^_^v

[>.<>

Candy & Me...

jus got into the car... =p

AFTER *SUPPER*

I love the lighting make me sooooo *beautiful* hehe...

Thx to Aunt Diana's Car Light. hehe.

[taken using noah's phone nice yay!]

the stupid euger disturbin me behind lol...

forgot to mention he went with us oso hehe..

me n candy chooo...

[noah was asleep by then to take photos lol..] =p

Tt's all for the pics.. haha thr's more but yet to upload.. haha.. anyways, it was realli fun... laughin while listening to the Ultimate Star's CD.. encore indeed.. lolx.. i LOVE it when it was David Gan's turn to sing.. hehe.. laugh until *pengz* hehe.. xueling jiejie, me, candy, noah laughed non-stop when we were listening to it when we were on the way to muar from sgp.. hehe.. jus cant stop ... LAUGHIN!! hehe... =p gosh.. we were so mean.. >.<" anw, i was being mean by sayin tt he actualli DOWNed his key while singing the song instead of RAISING his key... but... it's his first tym realli singing in public to sooo MANY people! haha.. BRAVO! BRAVO! n he got the *zhui jia YONG QI jiang* hehe.. WOOHOO! way to go David! LOL!...

Hee.... n aunt diana... u're soooo CUTE! hehe... esp. ur cantonese.. realli makes me laugh!.."face black black" in cantonese is "min hug hug".. n "ling she"/"kiam siap" is NOT "HUM SUP"! LOL... u're realli fun to be with... Thanks for the treats for lunch n dinner.. u were very nice.. appreciate u alot! =p anw... HOPE That NEXT TYM i can come along with u guys again to M'sia! =p

anw, it's realli so wonderful to be able to go with jiejie xueling to muar to serve... tho' i didnt realli served as wad i shld have.. but instead i was being SERVED by her sermon spiritualli.. which was realli GREAT!.. she shared abt MARY n MARTHA... living a Life like MARY.. who actualli sat beside Jesus n listened.. n listened.. n listened.. hehe.. n not jus keep serving n serving like MARTHA... i realli learnt alot.. n ytd was wonderful becos i realli get to quieten down myself n worship God. realli felt great. tho emotional but yet satisfying. :) realli Thank God i can once again learn to be like MARY again.. ^_^v

~THE END~

THE TRIP WAS COMPLETED BY:

Xue Ling Jiejie

Aunt Diana

Uncle Yap

Noah Tan

Joannie Liao

Candy Choo

Euger Thum

*grinx*

^_^v

* at-the- feet-of-the -cross .
divine_Spirits .:. 2:53 AM

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Monday, November 06, 2006

ULTIMATE STAR 2006

begins on, 5 Nov 2006 @ 6pm

and officially ended on, 5 NOV 2006 @ 8pm.

Sending My Gratitude to all:

New Friends, Teens, VIPs

Thx for coming and making ULTIMATE STAR happen..

*hear my story abt what happened*

4Nov - 5Nov 2006
1st PREPARATION FOR ULTIMATE STAR!! (: hehe..

FINALLY over... super tiring la... Gosh.. did alot of things.. decor n stuffs.. hmm...

Ultimate Star Committee(s):

Xueling

Adelene

Lily

Joannie

Noah

Roy

Raymond

Alistair

Daryl

Chow Kee

Sharon

Amos

Candy

Amanda

Joshua Chew

Joshua Tan

Caleb Tan

Dorcas Chew

and many more.... (:

THANKS to you ALL for helpin' out!!

gee... anyways, had lots of fun ytd.. haha.. the performances by Elia, Daniel, Eunice was extremely gr8!! loved the dance, songs and cheerings!!

Elia.... thx for the great dance.. u WOWed us.. haha.. tiring but WORTH it.. hehe.. WOOOOoooo!!!.. u rock our world.. and to all the participants, you guys were Great! did a GOOD job... loved the singing n their performances..n CONGRATULATIONS to the

ULTIMATE STAR WINNER 2006!!

- CALEB TAN JIAN YEN -

TN1... be PROUD of our LEADER haha.... he sang realli well... haha.. HooRAy tO hIm!!... gosh.. nv expect he'd actualli got the 1st prize.. n nv to forget the rest who participated.. haha.. CONGRATS to all SINGERS!

Overall.. everything went smoothly haha.. jus tt we had a SUPER BLUR HOST/AMCEE tt's ADELENE ONG.. haha ppl sing half way, she go up n snatch the Limelight by accident! lol.. adelene.. too stressed ar? hehe.. anyways, good job yay! u hosted well lol...

gee... the decor overall i feel is average... nth special i think haha.. thx amos, candy, alistair, daryl, valentina, caline for helping me cut n paste tho' we ended up not using them.. realli thx for ur patience n all.. lol! all ur effort is paid off with the FREE* chicken RICE(lunch) n MIXED VEG(dinner) hehe..

So everything ended at abt 8pm, we gathered together n cleared up the whole place aft everyone left.. wow.. tt's very challenging... haa.. had to move everything back from the library into the main hall lol... Thank God we had STRONG boys to help hehe.. ^_^v you guys know who u are.. Thanks so much guys! n the girls too for doin the light simple stuffs n makin it quick to clear the things. n realli thank yous many more for listenin to instructions.. ur co-operation HELPED alot! lol.. anwyays, ULTIMATE STAR couldnt have done well if u all.. n i emphasize again... THANK YOU ALL!!!

Thx adelene n jiejie xueling for being such a Superb host.

n also not to forget the JUDGES of Ultimate Star 2006!!

<<_judges_>>

Eunice Tadius

Deborah Chew

Daniel Leo

hope you guys enjoyed urself!!! n hope u like the gift tt we've prepared for u... a simple momento for u guys!

FINALLY.... lookin forward to Ultimate Star Winner's Concert soon.. (:

* at-the- feet-of-the -cross .
divine_Spirits .:. 2:30 AM

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J.O.A.N.N.I.E.L.I.A.O

KICK her ASS and get some
SERIOUS work DONE!

JoAnnie
IS the name to identify her.
eats her daily meAls (3) times a day.
and goes to the toilet
like most other people do.
God's creation..
and she's simply ~~NOT~~ going on a DIET!
working hard @ to go Poly(TP/SP)
by the end of 2007..
majoring in ARCHITECTURAL.

foreseen as someone that's super
EMOtional cum EXPressive
has been SINGLE..
since 15 OCT 1988..

her LIFE is all about being a
good CHRISTIAN..
goes to KRETA AYER CC
every SUNDAYS for service.
TIME: 6.45am [musicians' prayer]
Service TIME: 9am/10.30am

has been stucked to..
CHURCH OF SINGAPORE (HARVEST)
for nearly a decade..

FULL TIME student
FATED Musician
COMMITTED Christian
INSPI(RED) Designer
MOTIVATED Slacker

add me in friendster/msn:
coldlovehurts@hotmail.com

e-mail to:
joannieliao@gmail.com
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6. BoyFriend
7. new Hair Style
8. new WATCH
9. new Blusher
10. new Nail polish
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